You have ocean eyes.

I have not posted or even looked on my mindsay for an entire year! So much has happened since then. I moved to Minneapolis and started school at MCTC for example.  Life is pretty good here, much more fast paced than Rochester. I miss a lot of things about Rochester... my friends and the comfort of being able to drive wherever I want because I know where everything is there.  It's fun in Minneapolis though because there is pretty much always somewhere to go. I got a card to the Minneapolis library and am so happy to belong to something here besides just school. Haven't made that many many new friends here yet, am still looking for cool people who share the same interests as I. I'm still waiting for this to feel like my home...

Oh my life. I have put forth so much effort at work lately that I laugh to myself about how ridiculously amazing at my job I am. I know conceited right? Wrong! It's just that I feel really accomplished and awesome every night that I close, which has been a lot lately. Being a full time student and working almost full time every week gets to be relatively over bearing! But at least I am keeping busy and keeping my mind off depressing stupid things.  I really want to fall in love. Stupid of me? I think not. I am honestly ready to grow up and get passed all this stressful college/future planning stuff. I feel like the only reason I am here is to find someone to love.

oh my gosh this summer is pretty ridiculous if you ask me. I have saved up no money. I have spent it all on expensive food, coffee, and random nothings. I don't do anything everyday and every night I am bored with people that piss me off, and for some reason I don't change anything about it. Now, I have almost no summer left to enjoy. I picked up a ton of bad habits this month and I am not happy most of the time. Life is so difficult.

I still remember
When I used to be nine years old
Hey yeah
And I was a fool for you
From the bottom of my soul
Yeah yeah
Now that I found you
I will never let you go
No no
And if you ever leave me
You know it's gonna hurt me so

I want you to know
I said, I want you to know right now
You been good to me sisters
Much better than I been to myself
So good, so good
And if you ever leave me
I don't want nobody else
Hey, hey
I said, I want you to know, yeah
I said, I want you to know right now

You know you make me wanna (Shout!)
Pick my heels up and (Shout!)
Throw my hands up and (Shout!)
Thorw my head back and (Shout!)
Come on now (Shout!)
Come on now

Summer is hot lately...